Countdown to Commitment...

How time flies!! There are still another 14 days before our wedding and God, I still have plenty of things to do! I got so many things in my hands other than the wedding itself thus making me having serious panic attack right now.

We have moved....

ML and I are going to live with my Mom after the wedding but the house that we were living then was not very suitable for the three of us, thus we had to move out. After much wandering di taman-taman perumahan, we finally found our so-called perfect home. But the chore did not stop there. By the time we found the house, I was really busy with this annual event that I could not spare the time to do the packing. Thus immediately after the event, I took a 3-days leave and started packing for the whole house!! Finally, we managed to move on August 30th. Yes, in the fasting month! Sangatlah penat even as we had a few extra helping hands from the neighbours.But it was worth it. We really like the house and it's surrounding. And I guess because of the 'new' environment, it gives us the semangat berkobar-kobar untuk menguruskan rumah sendiri. I found that ML loves to plan and discuss about the furniture arrangement and stuff like that. Cute lah..I guess that it really made us feel like a responsible adult =)

But when I came to think that I'm going to live under the same roof with him, as his wife some more - I got very nervous. There are lots of "what if's" and "am I?" - like, "Am I going to handle the adjustment well?" "Will I be a good wife?" "How will my Mom adapting?" Well, no doubt that my Mom likes him and vice versa, but now that we are going to live together, it might take us quite some times to adapt ourselves with the new living arrangement. And I constantly reminding myself that I have to be very careful when it comes to my words and action especially around the house because I'm no longer being just a daughter but a wife at the same time. I have to menjaga hati banyak pihak. I pray that everything's going to be just fine... Insya Allah.